User:Lyco499

Look at me deary, be in my eyes, be in me


I've written too many of these, various wikia's, confusion over the fact the same account could be used on multiple wikias resulting in multiple accounts etc etc. I'm a 19 year old 'gothic' gamer. Where the Buffyverse is concerned my favorite characters have to be Drusilla, Illyria and Faith. Scroll down if you actually care why :) Drusilla is a thing of beauty. First of course for shallow skin deep reasons, she is beautiful. Then we have the person she is, so strong yet you see how weak she is at times of crisis. She stands on a proverbial edge, any little thing such as the wrong flowers at her party are enough to send her over the edge. So child like and innocent yet so sexual and evil. Truly unique.

I think I'm kind of terrible for this but again, first skin deep reasons: Illyria is beautiful. But the terrible part is I wasn't attracted to Fred, so apparently an excess of blue is what gets me going lol. But I feel so drawn and so much akin to Illyria for her very attitude and personality. Her views on weakness and the way she struggles to understand the basic emotional motives of human beings is just me personified. So cold, yet being re born into a human body have left her with human emotions that are so very new and alien to her.

Faith. Yes, following on in tradition I can say she is beautiful, though I'm not really that attracted to her. Not as much or as clear a reason for why I like Faith. I suppose it has to do with the evil bad ass she projects to the world while being lost inside, again, the theme of confusion when it comes to feelings, emotions and identity. Faith was so used to people expecting her to be a certain person after everything she had seen, been through, everything she was that she just stopped fighting it. She saw it as her duty to live up to the bad ideas people had about her, to be the villain like they so expected her to be. Which is something we're all in danger of at times, losing our selves in the ideals people have for us.